#SoCS – There’s no point asking

Hey, another fun prompt by Lina G Hill! This time the prompt is “point” as in randomly point out a sentence or word from a book. I think this is a great idea so here is my try 🙂

pity-living-envy-deadI am still i shock of how one’s whole life can change over a day or even over a second. I never imagined things going the way it went but it did. We are young and we where stupid… wait let me rephrase that, I was stupid. I never thought I’d be the one to do something unlawful but still I did. I did what is counted as one of the worst crimes to commit and it’s something I will  never be able to take back. I was drunk but that isn’t an excuse for what I did and I don’t understand how people still want to be friends with me, well a lot of my friends actually did leave me. Alex stayed though, why him? I took Alex’s brother’s life away and he is the only one sitting by my side right now. We don’t talk like we used to do and I can see he is not the same person he used to be. It’s been two weeks and I still haven’t gotten the courage to ask him how he is doing, we’ve been avoiding the subject. I don’t know what to say to him, how to say how sorry I am because “sorry” isn’t enough it will never be enough. It is torture being with Alex as he is a reminder of what I have done but his pain is nothing compared to mine and I can’t even imagine what his whole family is going through.

Okey, this is really deep and sad thing to write about but it is the fictional story my hands decided to typed on the keyboard. The sentence my finger pointed to was “There’s no point asking him how he’s doing” from “History is all you left me” by Adam Silver. I hope you enjoyed reading!


Here is the Link to SoCS!


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